Lost

I'm a planner I've always been one, and when I was little I planned my life, back then I knew what I wanted from life, I knew who I wanted to be and what I wanted to do, then suddenly I grew up and I ran out of plans and dreams, I guess, I never thought I'd get to a point where I don't really know who I am anymore or what I want from life, 'cause suddenly I don't want anything. I read that you need to be truly lost to be able to find yourself, well, I've never felt so lost in my life, and I know I should be looking but I don't know what am I looking for, I'm honestly lost, I don't have a plan or a dream or goal, it's not that I've accomplished everything that I wanted so know I'm done, it's more like my life it's nothing like I thought it would be at this point, I'm 25 now and I'm not half of the person I thought I would, I haven't done have of the things I wanted to do...

I guess every now and then we all find ourselves lost, so life forces us to focus and find a new way back to who we are, I'm probably in that place, where there are tons of decisions to make, tons of baggage to drop in order to have a light load....

I think I have time now to figure out who I am and what I want to do, it's just that is hard and sometimes I don't think I'm strong enough....